Posted on August 10, 2008 by nuckingfutz
I just got on the desktop computer* and opened up a webpage, which is set to iGoogle under my username. I have it set to “random themes” and I get a different one every day. This is one part of what came up today.
At first, I just looked at the colors and thought “oooh! I [...]
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Posted on August 5, 2008 by nuckingfutz
I wasn’t sure how I wanted to write this. I knew I wanted to write about it, from the moment I had this conversation with her, but I just didn’t know how to approach it. I’ve decided to make it an open letter to my mother.
Mother,
My heart is breaking for you. This year has been [...]
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Posted on July 3, 2008 by nuckingfutz
I’ll give you a minute to stop laughing….
Done?
Okay then.
Here’s the thing: as I said in the comments on my last post, I’m not very good at articulating my FA stance to people I know and love, let alone total strangers. Hubby is the only one that really knows how involved I am in FA, and [...]
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Posted on July 1, 2008 by nuckingfutz
Number One Daughter had a doctor’s appointment today, with her specialist. Dr. Specialist comes to the school and takes over the nurse’s office for the day and sees the patients there – all the parents have to do is come to school. I tell you, this is a lot easier than having to keep a [...]
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Posted on June 24, 2008 by nuckingfutz
I’ve been kind of… “out of it”… mentally the last couple of days. I’ve been reading, but I’m having a hard time really gathering my thoughts in a coherent manner. I’m going to give it a shot, though. But be warned: I might go off on a tangent. It happens.
I keep going back and [...]
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Posted on May 30, 2008 by nuckingfutz
Reading the comments on this post really got me thinking. The more I thought about it, the more I realized that having a “no-diet talk” policy is a good thing.
For a lot of us, the road to dieting is a road to crazy-ville. I know that’s true for me. Like Rachel [...]
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Posted on December 28, 2007 by nuckingfutz
Browsing the Fatosphere, I found this by Red No. 3. I understand why he has comments turned off *coughtrollscough* , but it’s times like this when I wish I could post a comment over there, even if it’s just to give him a written high-five!
I swear, it’s like he read my mind.
I’m going to wake [...]
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Posted on December 23, 2007 by nuckingfutz
I’m confusing my child.
I know it, and I can’t help it, and I wish I wasn’t doing it… but I am.
You see, I’m talking about The Little Helper, who is 10. Well… 10 going on about 14 or so. She’s way too mature for her age, although I have to admit that her peers are [...]
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Posted on November 21, 2007 by nuckingfutz
After reading several blog posts and comments from around the fatosphere regarding fat women whose husbands actually love them because of their bodies and not in spite of them, it led me to wondering. Where does my own husband stand? I really didn’t know.
So about ten minutes ago, I gathered up the courage to ask [...]
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Posted on November 7, 2007 by nuckingfutz
I had to go into town today to do some shopping, and I decided to walk. What better way to get my exercise for the day in, especially when I knew I’d be there for quite some time?
While walking there, I started thinking. And I came to some revelations… I think.
I haven’t changed [...]
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In which I might get a bit rambly…
I’ve been kind of… “out of it”… mentally the last couple of days. I’ve been reading, but I’m having a hard time really gathering my thoughts in a coherent manner. I’m going to give it a shot, though. But be warned: I might go off on a tangent. It happens.
I keep going back and [...]
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